I am walking down the boulevard of dreams which leads to a destiny! A destiny which beholds life-long fullfilment; which would offer the compensation for all that I have swallowed silently, would revamp my motivation and rejuvenate my zest for life. I haven’t yet totally succeeded in shaking off the apprehension that what if it is a mere illusion? What if I am deceived, not by any another soul this time, but by my very own consciousness? But I have chosen not to denounce my hopes. I have never failed to admit that a spark of hope never dwindles in the deep compartments of my heart. Perhaps that is the very reason that, despite of all my rationality, I have always been known as the one who would pay heed to her heart more than her mind.
The tale of my life traces back to 20 years. Yes! Twenty years of variant episodes, from bows of gratitude to fits of depression, from elevating amidst the mob to loosing myself in the malevolent swarm,from tears shed over collapses to smiles smiled over tiny achievements, from being the famous one to not being one, from hope to dejection, from approval to rejection, from gentleness to harshness and from flying in the clouds to counting stars from down there; I have had it all.
Today my life is akin to struggle! I have directed my life to revolve only around me dreams. I am not affording of trusting people anymore, but still I have to. In my journey,I have learned to laugh at my defeats, smile at other's victories and
not to loose heart.
How many times will I have to start from nil? My limbs are desperately thriving for a tangible support. My eyes are longing to see the ultimate realization. I CANNOT QUIT, because it is the call of my heart. I have to keep striving.
Meanwhile, I have to take care that I dont let myself submerge in the sea of depression.Because there is more to life other than achieving dreams:-) and being THE ONE! Ah! I need some space and some other dimensions!
